I have now joined the singles club…well I joined it about 7 months ago. Being a single mum is hard but when you have 3 children and single that’s when it really is a challenge. Me and the kids have all looked after each other and had some great times.
So me and Ant just never made it…wasn’t meant to be. He never turned into the prince I wanted.but life goes on.
Sometimes I feel sad that after ten years of being together that it never worked. Sometimes you just want the relationship to last just like your mum and dads marriage. Generations are changing so much people jump in so quick nowadays, having babies vertally straight away! Me and Ant were together a year before I found out I was pregnant with Marley. I don’t regret having my kids but looking back now I should of got to know Ant because 10 years later I’m sat here saying we are two different people.
I feel like I have failed the children because I failed a marriage. But surly the kids would rather a happy mummy?
I always say to everyone now who knows what the future holds? But I know one thing and that’s to leave the past where it is and move on to new exciting journeys.
Me and Ant have remained good friends for the sake of our children. No Child should be brought up with bickering parents that wouldn’t be fair, no Child caused the break up so why should they be punished?!
Since the break up I’m 2 stone lighter and more confidence than I ever had now I’m going to shine and be the best I can for my 3 beautiful children.